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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 07:25:05 GMT

mkay. it's been a while. like always.

TiffanyMaeKaplpan is here... for 9 days. Then we're flying out to Calliii, Babyyy!! Woooot

Merry Fucking Christmas Everyone

i hope alllll is well. i dont even know if people use xanga any more. lol it's just something to do when i'm up at 3:15 in the morning with nothing to do and no email to check...

i hope everyone is having a swell vacation and makes the best of it.

hey tear catcher-

that's all that-you-are

signed ,sincerely me...

Amanda...

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 11:55:49 GMT

can't be too long.

i just woke up. sooo tired. and have a cold.. kinda. eye infections going away scorrre. i'm out though lol bye hun <3

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 14:55:56 GMT

The thought of what we could have been has come to haunt me now.

I wonder if we could have lasted- I die to wonder how.

I never thought I’d have the chance to get close to you again…

Now selfishly, I wish things were like they were back then.

You're completely against another shot- nothing can change your mind…

So I’m left to make a decision- no strings, or get left behind.

Both choices leave me dejected and neither one actually gets me you.

This drama is way too much; I wish there was something I could do.

I’m blinded by a lostly lust-which I can’t erase…

That place in your heart, you told me about, I hope it’s just as hard to replace.

“Hands down”, you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Now all I have to do is wait for you to see.

Yea, i just wrote that. it's okay, i guess.

I just wish he actually knew.

i hope everything is well for everyone. i havent updated in forever, but there's no suprise there. hah. homeschooling is okay, i guess. i miss school though. whatevv.

i have a physical today. score. lol jk, jk. no score there.

hhm. no cheerleading for me this year. gayyy. oh well. the play is cool, i guess. it's coming along. hopefull we'll be ready by the 8th. hah. funny.

kay, well i'm out. peeeaacce

Monday, September 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 19:31:46 GMT

lukemannion.. i'm praying for you every day...

it's been over a month.
and almost nothing has happened.
lol hanging out with Blythe a lot lately.
way fun.
missing my alina.
not so fun
rekindling old friendships.
harrddd
ACTUALLY staying happy.. somehow..
priceless

i'm loving life and i'm soo glad for it. i mean, there's a few things here and there that i wish i could change, but seriously.. if everyone like.. dropped ALL the drama.. look at how easy and awesome everything would be.

don't be immature.
don't be an idiot.
don't be careless.
don't be dramatic.
don't let your guarddown.
but dont be an ultra bitch.

^take it from someone who is or does all of those things, or used to anyway.

and NEVER take anything for granted.

i sound like Dr. Phil. lol gay.

i watched "Fever Pitch" and "The Longest Yard" today. i HIGHLY reccommend both.

okay homies, well i'm out. i'll update as often as i can.

have an awesome day <33

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 14:07:51 GMT

Well, it has been incredibley long.
How is everyone?
Summer's almost overrr guys.
I had a great time.
Hanging out with the love of my life was most definelty the main highlight.
I can't wait until January.
Wayyy exciteddd.
Kay, so it's official.
I'm going to be homeschooled.
But I'll still be in the play.
And in Chorus.
And in cheerleading.
It'll be like I'm just not around as much.
Not so bad.
I'm actually looking forward to it.
Right now, there's a commercial about baby lotion on TV.
Lol
Yes, I'm amused.
Thats about it for now. Leave sommmeee. <3

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 17:41:37 GMT

okay so i haven't been on in forever and a day. how has everyone been? that's good. you know who i miss? other than everyone.. POOCCHHESSS!! haha. and no i dont like pooches. he is just my hero. lol yesss

i'm not gonna be on again for a while.. so you can leave comments if you want, and i'll be able to read them the next time i go on, which will be whenever i am somewhere that has a computer that i can use. lol

i havent been up to much lately. just hanging out. the whole end of the year homeschooling thing worked out okay i guess. i didnt take any finals. thank god. i heard they were pretty ruggid. hhm.

this summers been fun. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE TIFFANY MAE KAPLAN GOT HERRRREEEE that was farrr tooo exciting! i've been with her for like.. 34583456987 days staright. or really, just a week. but i missed her so.

hhm. nothing much else. i'm still single and still lonely. we all manage to live though, huh? yea..

alright well i hope you all have a good day and a good rest of the summer vacation.

*missing you*

AmandaNicole

Friday, June 17, 2005

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 13:27:38 GMT

i'm at brittany rosemonds house at the moment. i havent been out of the house for a while because of what happened a couple weeks ago. i dont even go to school anymore. wierd. i'm not grounded though.. but i'm not allowed online.. so this is my so long. i'll update as often as i can.. which wont be often. give me a call or something 269 8104. <3Amanda

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Tue, 24 May 2005 23:57:48 GMT

I could have held you in my arms forever, and it s-t-i-l-l

wouldn’t have been long enough...

ican'tbealoneanymore...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Tue, 24 May 2005 13:48:34 GMT

me, my brother, amber richardson, roy and ms best are all sitting in Ms Best's room and listening to System's new song, BYOB. i havent been to class yet. i just got here, from the dentist. my face is numb. lol

hmm. okay well i havent much to say, so i'll update later.

thanksbye<3

Monday, May 23, 2005

Mon, 23 May 2005 17:53:08 GMT

okay i'm in school. i just examied danny lefave for emergency response. haha he got hit by a big bus. poor kid. lol

i'm going on the bus today i hate the stupid bus. lol

i met an awesome kid named Adam, but he lives in Arkansas i hate that.

whatevvv. i'll live. i'm kind of confused about everything lately. i'm single.. but i feel like i NEED someone. i dont know what to do. i want to find a boyfriend.. or just someone to mess around with, which makes me sound like a slut.. but there isn't much i can do about it, is there? whatever. i dont really care what people think about me.

i just dont like being alone...

i'll update later