The thought of what we could have been has come to haunt me now.
I wonder if we could have lasted- I die to wonder how.
I never thought I’d have the chance to get close to you again…
Now selfishly, I wish things were like they were back then.
You're completely against another shot- nothing can change your mind…
So I’m left to make a decision- no strings, or get left behind.
Both choices leave me dejected and neither one actually gets me you.
This drama is way too much; I wish there was something I could do.
I’m blinded by a lostly lust-which I can’t erase…
That place in your heart, you told me about, I hope it’s just as hard to replace.
“Hands down”, you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Now all I have to do is wait for you to see.
Yea, i just wrote that. it's okay, i guess.
I just wish he actually knew. 
i hope everything is well for everyone. i havent updated in forever, but there's no suprise there. hah. homeschooling is okay, i guess. i miss school though. whatevv.
i have a physical today. score. lol jk, jk. no score there.
hhm. no cheerleading for me this year. gayyy. oh well. the play is cool, i guess. it's coming along. hopefull we'll be ready by the 8th. hah. funny.
kay, well i'm out. peeeaacce | 
